Rebecca's Life

Today was a good day my classes went by quickly which is always good. I have homework already sigh... Derk came back to Delhi today so I was hanging out with him. It is weird to be up here I miss home already which is strange because i was so ready to come back up here. I miss my Mom good cooking.
I watched 7th heaven and Everwood tonight. 7th heaven was so good and Everwood was good I just can't believe the Dr. Brown would be doing that to someone that is married. Afterwood I went with Amanda to Shirley's room and we hanged out with her and her roomate and Derk. I am so tired I am ready for bed night all

Why is it when you want to have a realtionship with the person you really like you can't. I am sick and tired of trying to make it seem like no big deal. I can't wait to be back in your arms and know that it is you and me and nobody else. Why does it feel like that is a lifetime away though?

So this is the day I have been waiting for a while. I get to see all my friends and hang out with them the sad thing is that Lilly is leaving for the army :'(. This is how the day went down. I woke up at 6am and went out with my Dad to NJ. I can't believe that I did most of the driving I went over two bridge and was on the LIE. Then I wanted to come home and rest of course I didn't. Instead I was playing my spongebob game. Then I thought hey let me take a shower so I did and then I was talking to Chris and Lilly online when my hair was air drying. Then I looked at the clock realizing I was suppose to be out of the house now so I can swing by get John D and then get Chris. So I run into the car drive all the way to John and Chris's street pick up Chris then go get John. I then remember I forgot Lilly's card. Omg getting to Lilly's house was fun I really was never at her house in the light so gettting there was hard John and Chris thought I was the biggest dip. Then when we got there Meg jumped in the car with me and went back to my house to get Lil card. When I got into Lilly's house I meet her parents they were nice. Then we went to her room and hanged out. For some reason John D was lying on Petra's ass I was like does she like this or no I am not sure.. Then Chris was bugging me so I was lying on John so he can protect me. Yes I know I like Chris but it is a friendly thing but who can forget the past. I think he was pissed that me and Petra were lying on John and not him o well. Then Chris had to leave so we walked him out. John Dolan's mom called and told him he had to go to teen mass so I told him I can drive him so we all ended up getting in my car and going. I felt so bad because Meg was Jewish and I Think she was bored out of her mind. Then John left us so we were down to Me, Petra, Lil, Meg, and Petra sister Ariel so we went to Petra house to drop of Ariel and to target we went. There was really nothing good there. Then we went to the PP place omg I cant believe how much Meg was freaking out I am so going back there with Petra and maybe Max. Then to blockbuster for some odd reason there are no good dvds out and the goodone are so much money. Then we went to get bagel and donuts and then I dropped everyone off. I can't believe all the driving I did I am so tired.. So type to you all latter

Okay today Mike is coming over but why am I so nervous is it because I really like him or I just miss him. So this is what happened. We got together and ended up going to Kings Park it was great except we got so lost going to the bluff and I had to call Max so he can give us directions sometimes I am such a blonde. It is weird because I am the biggest airhead I know then why does everyone think I am smart? Anyway when we finally got to the bluff it was so cold I was hidding in Mikes jacket. It was a really nice day though. The rest of the day was just hanging out in my car talking. Why is talking such a good thing. It is weird because I felt so happy just talking to him but when we are just on the phone talking I am pissed off. I dont know what is going to happen with us all that I know is that I like him.. I am nervous though because I would drop my whole life for him in a quick second is that normal??
So we got back to my house and hanging out it was alot of fun. Then sadly he had ot leave... Well that is about it I just wanted to post it well latter

New Years Eve was okay. I got my new Lurlene McDaniel book and a coloring Anatomy books. I got three new dvds also. So I couldn't go out tonight so I thought I can have fun staying in. I watch Sex And The City and watched the ball drop and then went to bed.

Today was okay got up went to feed the cats came home saw Benji. For some reason I thought hey let me call Mike and say happy new year so I talked to him I hope that we are going to be okay. My mom is in a really bad mood because she is sick so I went across the street and watched some of the 7th heaven mathron with Spooky. Sounds relaxing and it is today is all about relaxing. Tomorrow is going to be Jan 2 just a weird day because it would of been me and max's 4th year of dating. Well got to eat my P & J sandwichs so talk to u later