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Is This Really Happening To Me?

Sunday, September 18, 2005


Okay so I have updated this thing in a while. Alot of stuff is happening consdiering that Melissa and Marcus both have come up the last few weekends. Okay so lets get to the reason why I made this post. I am sitting at my desk not wanting to do my homework seeing my room-mate with her boyfriend and Eric is with me. It is like woah we are getting so old. So I look up and see my On The Line Poster and I get it I have been in past relatioships but why do I feel like such a virgin in this one. It is so weird. So I came across this song and I so get it. It is totally like in On The Line When Kevin Find Her there is chemistry and he has no idea what to do because he doesnt understand why it is happening to him.

I get a feeling I can't explain
Whenever your eyes meet mine
My heart spins in circles
And I lose all space in time
And now that
We're standing face to face
Something tells me it's gonna be okay

And I'm ready to fall in love tonight
Ready to hold my heart open wide
I can't promise forever, but baby I'll try
Yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight

I know you've been watching, choosing your moment
But I've been dreaming of that day
No one before you
Has gotten to me this way
And now that
We're standing face to face
There's something that I need to say

And I'm ready to fall in love tonight
Ready to hold my heart open wide
I can't promise forever, but baby I'll try
Yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight

Nothing is certain
This I know
Wherever we're headed
I'm ready to go

I can't promise forever, but baby I'll try
Yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight

Yes I'm ready to fall
In love tonight
~Joey Fatone - Ready To Fall ~

Why Do You Still Get Under My Skin And Make Me Not Want To Move On Even Though In Reality I Do

Sunday, September 11, 2005


This Is What I Am Feeling Right Now...

How can I just let you walk away,
just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me
is against all odds and that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you,
well that's all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now,
'cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take, oh, oho

Just take a look at me now

~Phil Collins- Against All Odds~